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I had a similar experience studying the essays with that feeling of betrayal 6 years ago. Still hanging on as part of Curt's very big tent version of Mormonism.
I wish someone knew who (besides Joseph Fielding Smith with his journal/safe maneuver, etc., and personal justifications) could be “blamed” for the feelings of betrayal. I’d love to understand “who” in Church leadership knew when they were presenting things that weren’t accurate and why…
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The best advice is to use good scholarship. Publish the truth. Then, discuss the Pros and Cons of a historic behavior after its published for All.
Thanks for all you do.