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Kara Gilligan's Personal Meeting Room - Shared screen with speaker view
Els Verbrugge
23:08
Holy moly. I’m just reading the signs of a luciferian man… and my husband ticks ALL the boxes. I have really felt this over the years we’ve been together and I’ve been holding a lot of space (feeling depleted)and now I’m ‘kicking him out of my womb’- requiring him to stand up and (literally) pay his dues. He’s going through a big Masculine energy upgrade right now (organizing Men’s circles centered around Mature Masculinity), and consciously tapping into his King energy....
Els Verbrugge
23:48
What do you think Kara- is it possible for a Luciferian man to have his own ‘Lucifer Upgrade’?
Els Verbrugge
24:01
Or should I think about getting a divorce? 😬
Els Verbrugge
26:32
It’s a lot more subtle than going out & raping, or needing to ‘get up and leave’, luckily
Els Verbrugge
41:57
Yessss! Only a few weeks ago did I finally really feel what the presence & protection of the True Divine Masculinity feels like in the body.
Lisa Sparhawk
42:50
Nice, Els. I had a similar experience recently.
- Mandy B -
47:34
I literally communicated this to a relationship today.
- Mandy B -
47:46
Fierce boundaries!
Els Verbrugge
49:21
YES! This completely resonates. Especially the strict boundaries - that has been going on for a few years now. And I can really see how my husband needs to take care of his relationship with his dad (and that is also a process that’s started). Ok. So the upgrade is happening :)
- Mandy B -
52:27
I SLAYED today.
- Mandy B -
57:49
Is it healthy or unhealthy to process a trigger for another person? Or are we only processing our own shadow?
Els Verbrugge
01:05:47
Sooooo interesting- this is completely what is happening now in my life. And I also feel that ever since being pregnant/ having a baby, I literaley had to kick Michael out of my womb as I could not hold space for both ‘children’. He’s really going through a big upgrade since then. Having the Father role also helps a lot!
Melissa Tigerlily
01:22:12
this kicking out is exactly what's been happening. so grateful for this integration process and perspective
Els Verbrugge
01:23:40
Love this process… Thanks for recommending the book Kara. I’ve done this a number of times now, and I have a great tribe of Allies supporting me as a result :D
Lisa Sparhawk
01:25:50
Sounds amazing.
Els Verbrugge
01:28:52
I imagine there are quite a few Chöd initiates working with the Virus right now
Marilyn Jean
01:28:57
Lama Tsultrim Allione led this practice via her community FB a few weeks back specifically focused on COVID, though it can be practiced with any “demon” you may choose - https://www.facebook.com/61830885775/videos/2987325434621721/
Victoria Kar
01:28:59
Here is Chod meditation to feed your demons
Victoria Kar
01:29:05
https://youtu.be/bTQcFfniDvY
Els Verbrugge
01:29:16
Cool thanks Marilyn & Victoria!
Els Verbrugge
01:36:52
Yay Mandy! 🚀
Erica Van Handel
01:37:51
I dialed in 🙏
Erica Van Handel
01:44:06
thissss!!!
Erica Van Handel
01:44:39
I so see and feel that connection!
Els Verbrugge
01:44:47
Holy Wow. Powerful info that makes A LOT of sense
Els Verbrugge
01:48:43
What would you reccommend for doing this kind of work within a spouse relationship? I know I can help my husband transform some things, but I’m not volunteering (any longer) to do so. I told him he could have a session and I’ll give him a friends & family discount, but he has to pay :)
Erica Van Handel
01:53:51
💜🙏💜
Erica Van Handel
01:54:05
I gotta go goddesses!!
Erica Van Handel
01:54:07
thank you!!!
- Mandy B -
01:54:07
Thank you Ladies.
Marilyn Jean
02:12:46
Thank you all for bringing this teaching/healing/conversation into being today. I am resonating so deeply with all that has been shared.